That Next Lifetime struggle…….

It all seems silly and pointless.

It was told and shown to me….. it’s not him. It’s his energy.

But it’s strong. I can’t turn away…can’t turn cold just like that.

It’s even sillier cause we’re strangers. He has no clue. Not even a hint.

I’m leaving it alone.

Leaving him alone… especially since I have a hint.. he is in his relationship just as I am in mine.

Still.. that energy tapped me….embraced me…. my interest is piqued… his physical is introducing an infactuation.

I want to cry, because it’s pure torture.

The old me more than likely would have pursued.

This new me.. or present me……. isn’t budging. Just watching from afar and listening to Erykah Badu explain my situation.

I guess I’ll see you next lifetime Mr. DJ….. actually… I hope so….

“Maybe we’ll be butterflies.” - e. badu.

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